How Much Curiosity Does It Take?

i just woke up from a wet dream. it was vivid, it was wonderful.

as far as visuals are concerned, it wasn’t that impressive. all i could “see” was the inside of a wooden chest - but the smells, sounds, and feelings, oh wow, they were amazing!

my arms ached, so beyond numb from strict bondage that i could easily see them as more black than purple with trapped blood. my mouth was forced wide open by a black gag that felt like a dick, like, a living throbbing erection strapped into my mouth, so long it ended up deep in my throat. every breath was a struggle, and came scented with the heady odor of cunt and, oddly enough, the wood of the box. piney. a strange mixture, to be sure.

of course i felt aroused. squirmy, whimpering, slap the shit out of me to shut me up wet.

picture dripping. swollen. hungry.

but the best of it was, i knew that i existed solely to serve. not for my brain, my company, or even my looks. just a bunch of holes and a canvas of flesh to abuse. before my Sir had to leave the last time we spoke, He told me to think dirty, nasty things. so i have been. believe me, i have been. stuff that normally makes me sick, turns me off… because of the denial, because of His command, it’s now making me delirious with lust.

in the dream, i knew that i would be in the box until someone came to use me. no one would care if i had a problem. something trivial, like having to piss, or something more serious like choking on my gag. i did not possess value as a human being. i could die in that hot, dark, stuffy and cunt-smelling box and no one, repeat, no one would give a shit.

i think that’s what did it for me in the end, what woke me up before He - or She - could come and get me. i still haven’t had an orgasm. i won’t until i speak with Him, since i promised i would wait, but i do want one very very badly. no word of a lie, if a cock suddenly showed up right this moment, i would probably pounce on it and ride it until my head explodes, regardless of the consequences…

goodnight Tumblr.